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diatu2019-02-13 05:56 pm
nobodys_puppet) wrote in diatu2019-02-13 05:56 pm
OTA - Xion catch all for Mid Feb (CW: suicide mentions)
This is not how we stay hidden!
Well, Xion has come to accept that killing herself is pointless until she can find a way to erase people's memories of her here. But she is still trying to actively avoid letting people make memories of her, so she is mostly avoiding people. She hasn't been to her dorm, she might have ghosted into a few classes late if the door was left open, the stand in the shadows near the door, but would flee if spotted. In town she also tries to stick to the shadows and stay hidden.
Which works passably well for the first day or two. Until the incident. For some reason someone thought that she was someone else, some singer or... something. Some Somebody. They screamed a name, and when she looked over, confused, they took that to mean they were right. Next thing Xion knew a mob was forming, screaming that name and... chasing her. Because no way was she standing still for that, and even with her Keyblade and powers...what could she do? These weren't Nobodies, these weren't Heartless, she couldn't ATTACK. So she RAN.
Anyone want to help a Nobody?
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Sunsets and surprises
So those who have already met Xion probably know that she thinks everything would be better if she were dead and forgotten. This isn't to say that her idea of this is groundless, but it is certainly concerning. So what might also be concerning is that she has developed a habit of exploring to find ledges and rooftops on tall buildings, looking for one where she could sit and watch the sunset.
But she's never told anyone this is what she is doing, or why she is wandering around ledges near the end of each day.... So it might look a little concerning...
Well, Xion has come to accept that killing herself is pointless until she can find a way to erase people's memories of her here. But she is still trying to actively avoid letting people make memories of her, so she is mostly avoiding people. She hasn't been to her dorm, she might have ghosted into a few classes late if the door was left open, the stand in the shadows near the door, but would flee if spotted. In town she also tries to stick to the shadows and stay hidden.
Which works passably well for the first day or two. Until the incident. For some reason someone thought that she was someone else, some singer or... something. Some Somebody. They screamed a name, and when she looked over, confused, they took that to mean they were right. Next thing Xion knew a mob was forming, screaming that name and... chasing her. Because no way was she standing still for that, and even with her Keyblade and powers...what could she do? These weren't Nobodies, these weren't Heartless, she couldn't ATTACK. So she RAN.
Anyone want to help a Nobody?
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Sunsets and surprises
So those who have already met Xion probably know that she thinks everything would be better if she were dead and forgotten. This isn't to say that her idea of this is groundless, but it is certainly concerning. So what might also be concerning is that she has developed a habit of exploring to find ledges and rooftops on tall buildings, looking for one where she could sit and watch the sunset.
But she's never told anyone this is what she is doing, or why she is wandering around ledges near the end of each day.... So it might look a little concerning...
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She shouldn't. She didn't want to get to know this odd person. Didn't want to be part of her memories. Didn't want to make more friends.
But... hadn't coming up here been her trying to get back that small part? That small moment some days when she could almost feel like she knew what happiness might be?
She closed her eyes, head dropping. She wanted ice cream. She wanted to sit up on a ledge, watching the sunset, eating ice cream. But without Roxas and Axel... was there even a point...?
Ice cream might help her hurt less, but....
But she wasn't supposed to be finding ways to hurt less. She was supposed to be finding ways to disappear.
Oh! Right. Ice cream... ice cream at the end of the day had to be earned. By working. Well, there was that one day off but that was different.
"I haven't earned that yet."
Maybe she could get this person to help her find the spell that would make everyone here forget her. Then she could have ice cream, cast the spell, and find a way to return to Sora.
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"Well, then how do we earn it? By getting really good grades on our tests? Finding a secret treasure? ... Asking politely?"
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She keeps firing off questions, assuming anyone can keep up with her.
TW: Xion.
You know. Again.
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Fine. Sure. They'd go with that.
Were all people on her world this exhausting?
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"Then let's get searching! I say we start with the library!" Webby began walking on ahead, eager to start the quest.
Good place to wrap?