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I know. I... don't know what's wrong with me. [ said more to himself than his familiar, but he was still habitually petting peregrin ( snake - cat - phoenix ) out of sheer nervousness. why, he wasn't 100% sure, but he had a feeling it might have to do with exploring his feelings. he hadn't said anything to atem back then, and there's nothing he's regretted more in his life. his other self meant ( and still means ) so much to him. he screws his eyes shut tight as he feels himself getting overwhelmed, but peregrin's there to coil his snake head around his wrist in an attempt to ground him. yugi smiles, scooping him up and holding him closely. ] ...thanks...
O- Ok. Here goes nothing. It's just dinner. [ a firm nod as he moves his familiar to his shoulder and leaves his bed. ] I can do this. [ he goes over to atem and greets him with a wave, giving him a smile. ] Hey Atem. How about dinner later? Me, you, and Kaiba?
O- Ok. Here goes nothing. It's just dinner. [ a firm nod as he moves his familiar to his shoulder and leaves his bed. ] I can do this. [ he goes over to atem and greets him with a wave, giving him a smile. ] Hey Atem. How about dinner later? Me, you, and Kaiba?
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Now he understood. This threatened to disrupt the delicate balance. But he wouldn't back down from this. ]
Atem. Yugi.
[He greets them each with a small nod and smile. There's still a little way to walk from this point, which leaves them a little time. ]
So what have you two been scheming for this evening?
[ It's mostly a playful question, but he glances at Yugi when he asks it. Have you said anything yet he wonders. ]
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[ kaiba's not too hard to pick out of a crowd when he's the tallest one in it! ] I was just telling Atem about the game I'm working on. I want to share it with you too, when you have some free time. [ ... ] I also wanted to add a special piece based on each of you too. [ so even if they weren't playing together their pieces could help lend a hand. ]
But, ah, n- nothing beyond that. [ he hasn't said anything!!! ]
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[The brief pleasantries were exchanged and the group proceeded on their way, exchanging some light conversation to start with.] I personally haven't been scheming anything...... for this evening. [ Atem replied with a touch of a smirk, then he grew quiet as Yugi got Kaiba up to speed with what they had been discussing] You hadn't mentioned that part before. [Casting a sidelong glance in Yugi's direction. It was a thoughtful gesture, and he had a feeling that these representations wouldn't be limited to present company, thinking fondly of those who had been left back in Domino]
[It still felt as if there was something here that Atem was missing, as he witnessed the glances exchanged between Kaiba and Yugi but he refrained from questioning it openly]
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This is going to be an incredible game. I'll help you get it off the ground however I can.
[ But this event could drag, so he takes a deep breath. He knows Atem can feel the tension and it's best to release it as soon as possible.
He turns his attention on Atem. ]
You're probably wondering what this invitation was about. Things have changed for us now that we're here, away from our past obligations and roles...and for Yugi and I, it took a turn that neither of us expected.
You're the closest person to both of us, so we wanted you to know first.
[ He gives Yugi an encouraging look. Come on, get it over with. You can do it. ]
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[ maybe he should have left the entire thing to kaiba. he had no problems getting that much out and yugi had been trying to sort through the mess of feelings he has for the past several hours unsuccessfully. ] Kaiba and I talked about a few things and realized some of our feelings for each other align... [ he reaches for one of kaiba’s hands. ] we’re going to start dating.
[ yugi then reaches for one of atem’s hands and tries to pull both him and kaiba closer. ] But you still mean so much to me, to us, and... and... [ he squeezes their hands as his gaze drops to his feet. ] I don’t want you to go back, if and when the time comes. I don’t want to have to say goodbye again.
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There doesn't always have to be an underlying reason for these gatherings, Kaiba. [Making sure to stress the point since he never needed an excuse to meet with them. Also, no, he hadn't really questioned it before despite some of his earlier observations- now however.... ] Things have changed... [This was starting to sound like the first time they traveled outside of the school grounds but there must be something additional than neither Yugi nor Kaiba had yet addressed]
..... [There were only so many ways to take the last phrase that fell from the brunette's lips and he hadn't seen either Kaiba nor Yugi at odds with one another so.....] What.... is it? [He questioned a bit hesitantly, coming to a halt in his steps and looking between them for an answer]
[Then Yugi started to speak and reached for Kaiba's hand. Well now. This did change things rather significantly didn't it? Even without hearing it, Atem could guess what was coming and admittedly he didn't know how to respond to it nor how he felt about it. The situation was made more awkward by having two pairs of eyes looking towards him undoubtedly trying to gauge his reaction. Surprise didn't even cover it- all that time spent together Atem never realized that Yugi felt this way about Kaiba, so apparently he hadn't known himself until now. Logically thinking he should be happy for them and supportive but there was something else needling him in the background that he couldn't entirely place a name to. Still he tried to shove the thoughts aside. Kaiba and Yugi did have their whole lives to live after all- one couldn't expect things to always be as they once were. This was for the best, Atem repeated to himself mentally. So.. why did he suddenly wish he could have a moment to himself to process it all?]
It's about time- I was beginning to worry that neither one of you would try to find someone to share your lives with. [He managed to get out, forcing a smile to his lips hoping he would be able to keep this up for the entire time. Maybe Yugi could sense that something was off as he drew everyone together] Yugi.... I don't know why you think that needs to be explained... the connection you feel for each of us is just ... different. [Also breaking his gaze to look aside. The last thing Yugi says however gets him to look back.] I'm not sure that any of us will have a choice..... but for what it's worth I have been doing some thinking on the subject. [Although he didn't really want to discuss it now he felt the need to greet their confession with one of his own] I originally thought I should return as soon as I was able but the longer that I am here the more I believe I would choose to remain..... at least for a time. [Keeping his reasons to himself for now]
So... [A beat passed] .. dating? [Trying to steer the topic back to where it had started]
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It is awkward. There's no getting around it. But he can contribute as best he can. ]
I'll support you however I can, Atem. There may be something we can learn here that will allow you to stay for as long as you choose and depart when you're ready. There'd be a place for you in Domino as long as you wanted.
Given how easily things can go wrong, I don't expect it to be simple, but I've done some preliminary extracurricular research just to learn what branches of magic we'd need to know, just in case.
[ He nods and squeezes Yugi's hand. ]
Mm, dating. It's an adjustment, but a welcome one. And we promise not to be excessively mushy in public.
[ ...isn't that right, Yugi? Back him up here? ]
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I... I- I... [ he can't talk. it feels like his throat is closing up and his thoughts are a mess besides. ] Don't go. [ he had been doing his best to look into the subject too. it's the reason he constantly subjected himself to the researchers and their tests. if he could understand the spell that brought them here, then maybe he could manipulate it and use it for his own benefit. or atem's, in this case. b- but he could never force him to tag along. he'd just express himself as best he could and hope that it'd be enough to convince him otherwise. ]
[ yugi's tilted his head down so that his bangs form a veil over his face, tears rolling down his cheeks and dripping onto the ground beneath him. ] You both mean so much to me. [ he rips his hands away all of a sudden to cup his face and hide just how not ok he is. ] You're my other self, Atem, and Kaiba's my boyfriend, and I don't want anything to ever happen to either of you.
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Domino? [Domino had been the furthest place from his mind. Even if he had decided to stay at Diatu it was due in part to his desire to help the other sundered. Yes, he was falling into old habits swiftly, thinking of others over himself. After their last meeting he'd gotten the impression that though Yugi and Kaiba were not thrilled with the outcome they were more prepared to move on- but what was being proposed was the exact opposite. It would be like having a normal life- something he had never truly experienced, and one in which he wasn't sure he would adapt well to.] You've both put considerable thought into this. [For his benefit. Oh- that does make him feel guiltier for having any qualms about their relationship]
I hadn't really considered trying to use this opportunity for something as ambitious as- [He trailed off as he heard Yugi cut in asking him not to go. There was such a strong level of emotion to it, that everything else melted away in that instance.] Yugi..... [Said softly and with a measure of compassion in it. He'd put the young duelist through so much already, that he wouldn't make this worse by flatly rejecting the notion. It might be possible to return to Domino..... as a separate person, alive and well. It wasn't unappealing but it would mean that his family and friends in his own time... would be left waiting for him to return again. He truly felt torn between the two time periods and likely always would.]
[When the tears start, Atem is alarmed by them, his first instinct is to reach out to cup both of Yugi's shoulders but he refrains, hesitating and looking to Kaiba. Then trying to dispel his own unusual behavior, he proceeded to place a hand on one..... of Yugi's shoulders, the one furthest from the new boyfriend.] Yugi, it's alright. Please don't be upset, there's nothing threatening either one of us right this minute. [The outward show of emotion was hard for him to watch, who knows how long Yugi had been bottling up these feelings.]
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He needs you, Atem. Don't hesitate on my behalf.
[ With that, Kaiba rather awkwardly pushes Atem toward Yugi, and...he didn't entirely think this through, so somehow he ends up with his arms wrapped protectively around both of them.
Welp. This happened. ]
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[ yugi's voice wavers the entire time, but he manages to get it all out. when kaiba forces atem closer he doesn't hesitate to wrap his arms and bury his face against atem, kaiba coming up from behind to secure them both in place. yugi eventually turns, keeping one arm around atem as he moves the other around kaiba. thank you, kaiba, he needed this. it might not help solve any problems, but it certainly makes him feel a bit better. ]
[ eventually he nudges the two of them back and cleans the tear stains from his face. ] I... I'm sorry. [ he let his emotions get the better of him. ] W- Whatever you decide, Atem, we'll support you in any way that we can, because we all share a very important and very special bond... and there's no shaking it! [ he needs to get them back on track. ] And it seems like we're all looking into the magic used to bring us here, so it's really only a matter of time before we find something out. But, uhm, w- why don't we take this into the restaurant, so we can get a bite to eat and, ah, talk... some more...
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[He felt ... well selfish for taking some consolation from their words. Didn't everyone want to be needed to some degree...? .. But... still- his life shouldn't have interfered with theirs to start with.] I... know, it was sudden too. My departure. It really didn't give anyone time to truly prepare for it. [You're not the only one that needs someone in their life Yugi. He held back the words he should have shared]
[Then he found himself pushed toward Yugi and trapped in a collective embrace. It prompted him to return the hug to his other self, rubbing one hand briefly in a comforting arc along his back. He doesn't try to pull away until Yugi gives them an indication that it's ok to do so. They're both so close though...]
Yugi, you don't have to apologize, you never have to apologize for anything. [Emotions had a way of creeping up on you, and when they did they didn't care if it was convenient or if it put you on the spot] Thank you Yugi, and you as well Kaiba. I - I didn't know you were working on something like this in the background. I'll give it a considerable amount of thought. [That's something he can promise] ....................... [Who is still hungry? Really? Cough. Well....] It would be nice to sit down. [.. and digest all this.]
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He awkwardly disentangles from them and coughs. ]
I'll pay this time. There's a gaming association a little further into town---more of a war simulation game, and I've been working my way through the ranks. The tournament winnings are decent.
And I find that good food and a good drink can really put things into perspective.
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H- Heh. [ he's not so sure about that, but the sentiment is appreciated all the same. ] Of course. We're all in this together, Atem. [ and perhaps even if atem decided not to join them back in domino as a permanent resident they could find a way to open a gateway between their worlds, so they could visit each other at their leisure. ]
What? Seriously! How long have you been holding out on us, Kaiba! [ NOT FAIR. ] I hope you got enough of a head start, Kaiba, because we're coming for you. [ yugi wasn't really all that hungry, himself, but he could use a drink. ] I need to finish ironing out the rules of my game too, so you can both create your own piece.
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[The duration of the hug doesn't go unappreciated, Kaiba. So no light cough can really distance you enough from what just occurred. Also, you don't have to be sure of that Yugi because Atem is sure enough for the both of you. Oodly, he's finding himself feeling a little more at ease after the show of affection too.] Mm, together. [Providing that wouldn't destabilize either world... it could be an option. Imagine making regular trips between the afterlife and Modern Japan.]
Did... you say gaming association? [Quirking an eyebrow at that and looking up at the taller duelist.] For how long? I never saw you the- [Then he issued a cough of his own. Guess Kaiba wasn't the only one holding out on them.] Long enough to participate in the tournaments. [Guess now was as good a time as any to admit this] I thought I might share the location with each of you but I only just recently found it myself. [The topic was enough to help a transition more towards normalcy]
Mm. You do Yugi, but we can help. [Making a move to draw nearer to the restaurant]
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Since we arrived, but...ah. You two distracted me in other ways and I never got around to mentioning it.
[ Kaiba shares a guilty look with Atem and shakes his head as they enter. He could really go for a stiff drink right now, and promptly orders one. ]
You'll find a way to crush me at the last second in the first match we play against each other regardless. So you have that to look forward to.
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[Yugi's reaction to the war games association draws a smile to Atem's lips and he covers his mouth to stifle a chuckle. It couldn't be helped, Yugi just looked so put out to be the last one to know.] No, I'm afraid not, Yugi. [It was as Kaiba said- there had been a lot of distractions going on what with Fantastic Foils, and all the strange occurrences between here and then] Three months is a little excessive.... [ Tipping his chin downward and pointing that comment to Kaiba, because if he thought he could slip by without any commentary he was mistaken]
[Following Yugi inside, he took a seat at the table still smiling a bit at the unusual coincidence. Maybe it wasn't all that unusual given both his and Kaiba's backgrounds. They just happened to have a connection to games and were both lured towards them] Come now Kaiba, don't be so pessimistic. I'm sure there's much about this game that you could fill us in on.
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He takes a few moments to think through his response before he begins, fingers folded and head lowered. ]
It is long. I should have told you and let us challenge the group together, as you did with the foils.
And I'm not being a pessimist, Atem, just learning from precedent. I'll tell you everything before we enter. It's a tight-knit group and difficult to earn their trust, but...
Some of the elder members have finally begun to warm up to me. If I endorse the two of you as my only worthy rivals, you'll easily attract sponsors. You'll be completely ready to dominate by the first game.
And I'll find another way to make it up to you.
[ He takes a drink and wills his emotions back down. Ugh. This is one he doesn't like. ]
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Well maybe I don't want to know now. [ he does. he really does. he's just being difficult. ] I wonder if anybody at the shop knows anything about your war game. [ he'll have to ask. ]
Will you? [ he sideeyes kaiba. ] It's going to be pretty hard to make it up to the both of us. You sure you're ready to pay the piper? [ he orders himself a stiff drink, because he's still pretty tightly wound from early. he takes a sip, crinkling his nose, because wow... but the shock wears off pretty quickly and he's able to take a sip here and there. ] My price is pretty steep.
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If the group is as cloistered as you say Kaiba, it might have been for the best that you made their acquaintance first. If we had all expressed an interest in it at the same time we could have been barred from participating from the start.
[Atem orders a drink himself that likely would have given Yugi pause- but he personally seems to have no problem with it.] To make it up to us? [There's seems to be no end to the surprises today. He was about to say that it wouldn't be necessary, just relieved that everything has more or less calmed down from earlier when Yugi pipes up. Oh- he's playing a game of his own is he?]
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While that's smart thinking, I still should have trusted you with that information. That's what...I believe the phrase is 'that's what friends do'?
[ He sighs and nods. Even if this price is surely harder to pay than the usual. ]
Name it.
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I need to think on it. [ but now seems like the perfect time to move on again. ] -oh! I just got a job at Prismatic Hobbycrafts, so if you guys ever need anything let me know. I get a discount~
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Congratulations Yugi. [Everyone was out there making connections, and getting new jobs. It's like they were really settling in to this new world] Have you already made it through orientation and gotten used to the routine?
How are you enjoying it?
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He looks on with mild interest. It's perhaps a little different from selling games, but well in Yugi's wheelhouse. ]
I'll have to visit soon.
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I did, and it's not so bad. When it's not busy I can even study, so it's not like I'm really missing out. I can't wait until we start hosting tournaments. I expect the both of you to be there, making a clean sweep of the competition. [ he covers a laugh. ] But, yeah, I am... [ he takes atem's drink and gives it a sip, which, again, prompts him to crinkle his nose. it's stronger than his, which is surprising, because his own was already strong! slides it back over, giving his other self a smile. ] It reminds me of home...
But, yeah, please do!
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We'll have to see about that, won't we Kaiba? [Looking towards him with a smile]
[He had a feeling the drink wouldn't be to Yugi's liking, but alcohol wasn't exactly something foreign to the pharaoh. Sometimes it was safer than trusting the water supply] Mm, I'm glad it's working out for you Yugi. [If only he had some new venture to share he would have inserted it into the conversation now]
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[ Maybe he should have pursued traditional employment, but...he likes his way better. He hides a smile at Yugi's reaction to the alcohol, but he can't resist commenting. ]
Be careful with giving Yugi drinks. He gets...well...let's just say that's part of how he lowered my walls in the first place.
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K- Kaiba! [ he's going to bristle and give him a nudge from under the table. ] I can hold my liquor! [ no he can't. he's small and gets drunk easily. ] M- Maybe we should be careful what we give you.
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I'm sure you can Yugi... in one hand, until you start to get tipsy then you need both. [Knowing full well that wasn't what Yugi had meant by the assertion.]
From a bystander's casual observation I think it's more fair to assume I should keep an eye on both of you when alcohol is introduced.
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What? We're the poor defenseless humans who don't get to see their pharaoh cut loose?
[ There's laughter in his eyes. He's swaying slightly to the music floating through. ]
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[ yugi's shrill with laughter as the waitress comes over to give atem a new drink, since SOMEONE drank his x: and she looks between the two drunk people and gives him a sympathetic look. ]
Let's see you drink up, Atem, cheers! [ raises his empty glass. ]
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Are we making this into a drinking game...? [Quirking an eyebrow at Kaiba's statement, because if they were......
you two can prepare to lose. Then he looks to Yugi and smiles a little surprised when he does drink the whole thing with his own glass on top of it.What has he started?]
Thank you. [ Atem voices to the waitress, as she brings him a fresh drink. He catches the look but he thinks he has this under control so her concern isn't necessary.] We've never had the opportunity to go out drinking before, have we? [With that, Atem raises his glass and proves that he can polish off a glass himself, though Yugi is one drink ahead of him. Kaiba had offered to pay for this outing but that was before it had escalated, perhaps they should be a little more conservative- since.. admittedly Atem was the only one sans a money making venture]
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We should've done this a long time ago. Maybe I wouldn't have wasted so much time fighting.
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I would like to see you try, Yugi- but if it gets to be too much there is no shame in quitting. [Shaking his head at how animated Yugi had become.] That's true as well. Even close friends won't always agree on everything. Disagreements are bound to arise.. but yes they don't have to be detrimental to the relationship on a whole.
[He starts losing counts of the drinks as they continue to partake]
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[ Kaiba tosses down another drink, regarding them with a solemn expression. ]
Your main disagreement with me back then was whether friendship was valuable at all or a waste of time. I still won't socialize frivolously, but...
We all have our beliefs that we'll stick to. And others that you've managed to turn me around on. But...Yugi, Atem, your words have always carried weight with me, and always will.
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Of course. No one's asking anyone to change. Not, like, crazily. But opening your arms and your heart to friends isn't the weakness you thought it was. It's a strength, and I'm glad you're starting to see that.