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The icing on the cake - Locked to Lea

Xion had spent much of the last month trying to avoid people - and failing miserably - and trying to find a perfect sunset watching spot. Until she could figure out the spell to take away everyone's memories so that she could end herself, as she knew she had to, she had to stay away from people.

But she was still Xion. And still drawn to the same things she always had been. A good ledge from which to watch the sunset, ice cream, and seashells.

Finally, at the start of the month she had found the perfect place. She didn't know how she had missed it, given it was a giant clock tower. But she found it, and for once luck was with her. No one else had been there.

Every day since she'd been buying three ice creams and heading to the top of the tower to watch the sunset. Every day.

Which was where she would be, just before sunset, a small touch of black, a familiar black coat, sitting on the ledge of a clocktower, watching the sky.....

Maybe not something most people would notice. But then most people weren't used to thinking of clock towers that way. Also, Lea really is freakishly tall....

Her hood is still up, so even he couldn't tell who it was, but really...who could he remember that sat with him, eating ice cream at the end of the day?

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"The Organization isn't where any of us belonged," Lea said. "For a lot of reasons. Some of which are gonna require a lot of explaining. But we were all being used, and that's not a situation anyone should be forced to stay in."

"And we don't know the limits of what Naminé's powers were," he said. "If you'd gotten to her earlier..." He trailed off, realizing that that would just be arguing in circles. "Either way, I guess we'll never know. But it's not selfish, wanting to stay with your friends, even if it feels that way. And needing time to decide to do something like that doesn't make you a coward. Just being able to decide to do something like that is really brave; I'm not sure I'd have been able to, if it had been me."

He sighed and finally sat down fully on the cold stone ledge, the exhaustion of the day and the emotional revelations he'd just been through beginning to catch up with him again. "It's a little cold for a beach day right now around here, even if Roxas does turn up," he said. Privately, he very much hoped that he would, but hesitated to say so out loud, for fear of jinxing it. "Back home though? That's what I'm hoping. After all, if Ienzo and the others can find a way to get Roxas out of Sora safely, there's no reason they wouldn't be able to do the same for you too. And I did promise."

"Right now though? I'm beat," he said. "There's a ton of stuff we need to catch up on, and stuff I need to explain, and it's really an insane amount to get memorized, but that's likely gonna have to wait til tomorrow. Right now I just wanna eat this ice cream, then hopefully find my way back to the dorm and go to bed."

Which reminded him of something. "What dorm did they stick you in, by the way?", he asked. "I'm in Ka."

"If I wasn't being selfish, wanting to stay, then you weren't being selfish wanting to keep us with you," she said firmly. Axel was one of the only two people she could be at all firm or assertive with, because she knew they wouldn't smack her down for it. Though they might tease her some. But from them... that was fine.

She sat next to him, and shook her head. "I don't think I was brave... so much as desperate. They... they were going to kill either Roxas or I... weren't they?" she asked, softly. "Since we couldn't both work well at the same time." Her eyes closed as she looked at the two remaining ice creams that she held.

She did want to know who Ienzo was. She... wanted to know a lot of things, honestly. Like what was Roxas' somebody, Sora, like? Was he just like Roxas? If Kingdom Hearts was a lie... how could they get Axel's heart back for him? Could... could a fake like her every get a heart at all? A million questions were in her mind, though the space between them, Roxas' place in the middle, was cold and empty.

When he asked about the dorm, she opened her eyes. "I'm not sure." She'd been here a month and still had not checked out the dorms.

Xion shifted the ice creams to one hand and reached into a pocket to pull out the folded papers she had been given. She opened them carefully so that they would not blow away. "Ka," she said, holding them up so that he could see the words.

"Yeah, I know," Lea said, rubbing the back of his neck a bit sheepishly. "But the way I did it was still wrong. I should've told you guys the truth. Then we could've... I dunno, run away together, or something." He paused. "Even if it couldn't have changed what happened in the end... I shouldn't have made it so you guys had to do it alone. Instead of always dragging you back, I should've gone with you."

He opened his ice cream bar; it wasn't sea salt- it was chocolate, by the looks of it- but it would do. He just stared at it for a moment, though, rather than take a bite. "I had a chance to, you know," he said. "When Roxas left the Organization. I was waiting in the city when he passed by and tried to convince him not to; I knew what it would mean. But his mind was made up." He paused. "I should've gone with him. Told him what he wanted to know. Or... done anything really, other than just stand there and watch him walk away."

He sighed and took a bite of his ice cream. Then he almost choked on the second one he took. "Seriously?", he said. "You've been here how long, and you haven't gone to the dorm? Where have you been staying?" Replicas were no different than humans or humanoid Nobodies in their needs for food and sleep as far as he knew, after all, so this was concerning, especially in the cold weather.

"But hey, on the bright side, we're in the same dorm," he said. "And I think the bunk next to the one I picked is free. You could have that one, if you wanted." Please say yes so he would know this wasn't just a dream when he woke up tomorrow.

She put back the papers to open one of the ice creams. She hadn't had any yet, though she had bought them every day since she found this place. She eyed the colour suspiciously, but Axel was eating it, so it probably was fine.

She glanced at him, not taking a bite yet. "You were trying to protect us. And if you did it the wrong way..." she considered then gave him a bit of a teasing grin. "I guess even you can make a mistake once in a while, huh?" she teased. She missed this. Missed him.

She looked out at the sunset, absorbing the rest of what he had to say, taking it in small parts. It was too big, all at once.

But she glanced back at him after being silent a moment. "Roxas... left?" Had... he remembered some of what she had said at the end, somehow? She took a breath and considered for a moment more. "We'll find Roxas again, Axel. You know we will. The three of us are best friends. You made sure we had that memorized, you know."

As to where she had been staying, maybe if she didn't answer... he wouldn't notice. "Bunk next to.... you mean the room next to yours?" Each Nobody had their own blank room, that had to be the same here, right?

Lea chuckled tiredly. "A little more than 'once in a while' if you asked me," he said. "But I'm bound to get it right one of these days if I just keep at it. Hopefully."

He smiled a bit at the reminder, but then sighed. "Finding him isn't the problem," he said. "I know right where he is. It's getting to him without turning Sora into a Heartless that's the problem. But like I said, Ienzo and some others are working on it."

And oh, he did notice. But he'd save that til a bit later, along with his explanation; that way at least he wouldn't be the only one explaining things. He shook his head at her assumption. "No," he said. "A dorm is different than the rooms we ad back at the castle. Instead of a lot of smaller rooms, there's several big rooms with multiple beds in them. Not as big on privacy, but definitely more comfortable. And less... white."

Axel got it right most of the time, as far as she was concerned. More often than she did at least. She took a bite of the ice cream and made a bit of a face. Nothing wrong with it... just... not as good as sea salt ice cream.

She almost asked who Ienzo was, but she had just taken another bite. "Brain freeze," she said, putting a hand to her head, laughing a bit.

And then the thing about the beds pushed everything aside for the moment. "We... would be in the same room?" That was... different. But if it meant she was in the same room with Axel... she could accept that. And... they could save a bed for Roxas, right?

She could find shells to place there, so he would know which was his, once they found him.

Yeah, definitely not as good as sea-salt ice cream. But then that was Lea's favorite for a reason; hard to top it. Still all in all, it wasn't bad. Though he had to admit this wasn't exactly the best weather for it.

Lea chuckled too at her comment about brain freeze. "Probably shouldn't take too long to finish it though," he said. "Or we could end up with more than just our brains frozen. Once the sun sets the whole way, it'll probably get dark pretty fast, and a good bit colder."

Lea nodded. "I haven't seen any signs that say the dorms aren't co-ed- that is, guys and girls sharing the same rooms- so it's probably a good idea to stick together as much as we can." For that, read: he's not about to let you out of his sight for awhile if he can help it.

"Alright," she said, taking another bite. She was going to have to learn the name of this flavour and not get it again, though. She looked at the third ice cream, wondering who was going to eat that one, or if they should just leave it here.

She looked up at him and nodded. She didn't want him going away anywhere either. She took another bite, just to try and finish the thing.

Lea looked at the third ice cream too, as he took another bite of his own. Normally, he'd just eat it himself, but so soon after dinner, he doubted he'd be able to. He finally opted to just pick it up to take with them.

"I think I saw some kind of fridge or something in the common room back at the dorm," he said. "We'll just stick the extra ice cream in there and somebody else can have it, if they want it." No sense letting perfectly good ice cream go to waste, after all.

"Alright." That didn't automatically invite whoever ate it to join them though... right? She didn't ask it, but she was thinking it. She made herself finish the rest of hers in one bite.

Given that they wouldn't even necessarily know who it was, no it didn't. But Lea quickly finished the rest of his ice cream too, grimacing slightly at both the coldness and the flavor. "Remind me to see if they have other flavors besides chocolate next time," he said as he got to his feet. "It's not bad, but it's almost too sweet, you know?"

She nodded. "I didn't want to talk to anyone, so I just bought whatever was on top."

Lea stretched slightly, checked his stick out of habit- there was nothing on it- then offered Xion a hand up. "Anyway, let's head back to the dorm," he said. "I should be able to find my way there without getting lost this time." At least he hoped so; it would really embarrassing if he couldn't.

She took his hand and nodded. "Alright." She got up. "I... I am glad you're here, Axel."

And that she had succeeded, that everyone was going to be okay.

Lea smiled. "Right back atcha, Xion," he said. And with that, they headed back inside to descend the clock tower stairs and head to the dorm.

She gave him a small smile, grabbing the edge of his sleeve as they walked, so he wouldn't just.. vanish.

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And that looks like a good transition point to the dorm. :3

Yep. New header?