"If he isn't playing a game and conning us then having a heart changed him that much! And there is so little of me left that I don't want one if it's going to do that! I want him to still be evil so I don't have to be afraid of becoming real, but I don't want him to be evil still because that would hurt you," she snapped at Axel. "Either answer is bad! Either answer means my one of my best friends loses one of his best friends! And I was going to talk to Sora about it when you suggested talking to Sora about things but he was gone! JUST GONE! Just like any of us could be at any moment, and we'll never know why!" She might be screaming again. She very much was crying again. "I don't want you to be hurt! I don't want him to be evil and betray you, but I also don't want to vanish!"